Random Snippets #21

15 May | 02:23H

I couldn’t sleep again. This is normal. I guess it’s my prime indicator that I’m well after my 2-week sickness.

After

I’ve just started reading the After series by Anna Todd and as much as there are parts that I hate about it, I am actually drawn to it. I’m currently on 2/5 books and I must say, my now tita self disapproves of the seemingly toxic and unhealthy bickering but looking back at my previous teenage naive self, I can actually relate. Of course I wouldn’t want to give away too many spoilers about the book but yes, I am hooked!

Oddly enough, on hours that I’m adulting and not reading, my mind tends to drift off, remembering my past years and comparing my similarities in terms of impulsiveness to Tess, the female protagonist. You know that stage where you’re just too in love and the only way going forward was to stick with that person and fight against all odds until the end. As in forever and ever. That was the idea back then. That was sort of my norm. My baseline. Too much romcoms and happy ending movies I guess. I thought it was noble and the right thing to do at the time. And man, even the way I defied friends, family and especially my Mama all those years just to get what I want makes me wanna cringe. But the experience was a vital chapter in my character building (taraaaay). I’ve learned more about life and love and it comforts me knowing there were a lot of happy moments so no regrets. Only facepalms and shaking of head. I will stop here before I go on divulging more details about the book lol.

I miss traveling. I aim to travel more and practice more photography and videography but warm and sunny England makes me want to just stay home and read. Thirtyta me is such a bore.

I haven’t watched Avengers End Game yet because I’m part of a small percentage of people who goes after all the hype has died down. I am also unbothered by spoilers so yeah. Add to that, I also haven’t started on the last season of GOT because hey, I’m also on that spectrum where bingeing the whole complete series is more reasonable. Worth the wait right?

Aca-sabihan

And suddenly, it hit me. And it hurts so bad. Knowing how you already had it and how it made you so happy. How in an instant, you felt so complete and then suddenly, gone. I’ve always been positive; I’ve always prepared myself that these tragedies happen. I know that something better is coming. But still, those fleeting moments of what could’ve been have its way of hitting you to the core just when you least expect it.

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Aca-sabihan

STFU

This is gold. Legit happens to me all the time. Honestly it can sometimes be a struggle because half of me wants to speak my mind and let them hear my piece while the other half just doesn’t give a f*ck and thinks its a waste of time, energy to even argue.

I’m sure we all went through this shit – people thinking they know the whole story when in fact, they absolutely have no idea what went down. And the audacity for them to talk about other people’s business and post in social media is just appalling considering they’re not one bit involved in the whole issue. I mean, are their lives that boring to meddle with someone else’s lives?